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Imala sam osam godina kada su me roditelji upisali u glazbenu \u0161kolu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sve je bilo potpuno novo, osim izgleda glazbenih nota \u2013 te crne mrljice prepoznala sam jer su stariji brat i sestra ve\u0107 i\u0161li u glazbenu \u0161kolu. Nisam mogla vjerovati da \u0107u uskoro i ja mo\u0107i \u010ditati note \u2013 posve sama!<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Prvi je korak bio napamet nau\u010diti glazbenu abecedu. Na kraju prvog tjedna jo\u0161 nisam znala zna\u010denje nota, gdje se koja pi\u0161e, ali znala sam recitirati C-dur. Nisam ba\u0161 ni razumjela zna\u010denje toga \u0161to sam izgovarala, ali bila sam ponosna jer sam nau\u010dila ne\u0161to novo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Preda mnom su se otvorila vrata u jedan novi svijet. Nisam vidjela koliko daleko se\u017ee, ali znala sam da je preda mnom nova pustolovina.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ta je pustolovina postala jedan od najljep\u0161ih dijelova mog \u017eivota, ali i najslo\u017eenijih.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bilo je trenutaka u osnovnoj \u0161koli kada sam plakala i tra\u017eila roditelje da me ispi\u0161u iz glazbene. Bilo je no\u0107i u kojima bih se probudila iz sna, ispunjena panikom jer je idu\u0107i dan bila va\u017ena audicija ili koncert.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

U srednjoj sam \u0161koli tijekom radnog tjedna bila ili u jednoj \u0161koli ili u drugoj, a ve\u0107inu slobodnog vremena provodila sam sviraju\u0107i.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kad pogledam unazad, divim se koliku smo svi mi u glazbenoj \u0161koli imali disciplinu, koliko smo lako prihvatili taj ritam svakodnevnog dolaska ku\u0107i iz \u0161kole, brzog ru\u010dka, odlaska u glazbenu \u0161kolu i provo\u0111enja ostatka dana ondje, \u010desto sve do ve\u010deri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kad pogledam unazad, \u010dini mi se nevjerojatno. Katkad se prisjetim tog razdoblja i poku\u0161am zamisliti kako bih postupala da danas po\u010dnem u\u010diti glazbu. \u0160to bi bilo kada ni\u0161ta ne bih znala o glazbi i kad bih sada ispo\u010detka upisala glazbenu \u0161kolu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

U glazbenu \u0161kolu i\u0161la sam deset godina. Pa ipak, mislim da danas ne bih dugo izdr\u017eala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Velike gitariste slu\u0161ala sam dok sam jo\u0161 svirala jagodicama prstiju, a ne noktima. Slu\u0161ala sam ih jo\u0161 dok sam za zada\u0107u dobivala one jednostavne skladbe koje u istom danu prvi put pro\u010dita\u0161 i nau\u010di\u0161 napamet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I pritom nikad, nikad<\/em> nisam pomislila \u201eKoliko su oni bolji od mene, za\u0161to se uop\u0107e trudim?\u201c. Bila sam veoma stroga prema sebi i \u010desto bi mi kroz glavu prolazile misli da sam ne\u0161to jako lo\u0161e odsvirala, i lo\u0161e bih se osje\u0107ala zbog toga, to ne osporavam. Ali, to me nikad nije sprije\u010dilo da nastavim vje\u017ebati. Samo me poticalo da poku\u0161am jo\u0161 jednom, pa jo\u0161 jednom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jer negdje u dubini sebe znala sam da ja to mogu \u2013 samo mi treba jo\u0161 vremena.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Deset godina ponavljanja, napretka, mijenjanja pristupa, slu\u0161anja u\u010ditelja, drugih svira\u010da, prijatelja, deset godina poku\u0161avanja i vje\u017ebanja, dok to nisam radila najbolje \u0161to sam mogla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A onda je do\u0161ao taj dan \u2013 dan kad je djelo, koje sam dotad slu\u0161ala nebrojeno puta u izvedbi vrhunskog, svjetski poznatog gitarista, bilo isto ono djelo koje sam ja svirala pred svojom publikom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Kad bih danas krenula ispo\u010detka, \u010dini mi se da bih odustala nakon prvih mjesec dana, nakon \u0161to bih primijetila da nema nikakvog zna\u010dajnog napretka, jer \u201eo\u010dito nisam dobra u tome\u201c.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ljudi \u010desto \u017eele savr\u0161en rezultat nakon ulaganja vrlo malo vremena u proces.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ali, stvar je u tome da su meni trebale godine<\/em> da bih mogla odsvirati ne\u0161to lijepo. Kao dijete, nisam o\u010dekivala trenuta\u010dni rezultat svog truda. Zapravo, mislim da nisam o\u010dekivala nikakve rezultate. Samo sam svirala.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ispunjavao me cijeli proces, od dobivanja novih nota, istra\u017eivanja i upoznavanja s akordima, spajanja susjednih akorda u niz, vje\u017ebanja i postepenog pove\u0107avanja tempa, u\u010denja skladbe napamet, razgovora o skladbi s u\u010diteljem, glancanja svih detalja, ponavljanja i ponavljanja, do usavr\u0161avanja najkompleksnijih dijelova skladbe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

A kad je djelo kona\u010dno bilo (gotovo) usavr\u0161eno, uslijedila bi takva radost izvode\u0107i ga \u2013 za sebe ili drugima, nije bilo va\u017eno. Ni\u0161ta ne mogu usporediti s tim minutama ispunjenim jednostavnom, \u010distom ljepotom, kada sva \u017eurba utihne, i nestanu planovi i traganje za rezultatima \u2013 i ostane samo sada.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u201cOne doesn\u2019t make the end of the composition the point of the composition. If that were so, the best conductors would be those who played fastest. And there would be composers who wrote only finales. (\u2026) Same when dancing \u2013 you don\u2019t aim at a particular spot in the room, that\u2019s where you should arrive. The whole point of the dancing is the dance.\u201d Alan Watts<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Ovaj se citat ne odnosi samo na glazbu, nego na toliko razli\u010ditih sfera \u017eivota.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Sje\u0107am se osje\u0107aja preplavljenosti kada sam, nakon cijelog dana \u010di\u0161\u0107enja uvale od otpada, pogledala oko sebe. Uvala je bila \u010dista jer smo proveli sate uklanjaju\u0107i otpad, ali plastika je bila doslovno posvuda uokolo. \u010cinilo mi se da je sav trud bio uzaludan, ali nije bio.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Akcija \u010di\u0161\u0107enja okupila je razli\u010dite volontere kroz zajedni\u010dki cilj. Pokazala je ljudima da sami mogu pobolj\u0161ati svoju okolinu. Bu\u0111enje svijesti i poticanje na trud nije uzaludno.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Umjesto \u017ealjenja jer postoji jo\u0161 mnogo zaga\u0111enih uvala, rijeka, ulica i gradova na ovome svijetu, biram biti prisutna u samom procesu truda i poku\u0161aja pobolj\u0161anja ne\u010dega.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u201eNe\u0161to\u201c mo\u017ee biti bilo \u0161to: na\u0161 okoli\u0161, na\u0161i zakoni. Na\u0161e i tu\u0111e lo\u0161e navike. Na\u0161a prehrana ili na\u010din \u017eivota. Na\u0161 manjak znanja ili tu\u0111i nedostatak elana. Na\u0161a razina empatije, osje\u0107ajnosti i odgovornosti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Odaberimo<\/strong> biti prisutni u procesu, tako da u starosti ne bismo trebali re\u0107i da nam je \u017eivot pro\u0161ao u nastojanju da budemo ne\u0161to \u0161to mo\u017eda ni ne \u017eelimo biti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Umjesto toga, kad pogledam unazad, \u017eelim mo\u0107i iskreno re\u0107i da je moj \u017eivot bio \u0161arena zbirka trenutaka, predivnih spoznaja i hrabrih poku\u0161aja, iskrenih odnosa i otkrivanja svrhe, pun glazbe i plesa.<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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