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“What if there were only sixty more holidays left in your life, or fifty more summers, or ten more times that you\u2019ll wake up early enough to watch the sunrise? What if there were only fifteen more times you\u2019ll fall asleep listening to the ocean beat against the shore? What if you\u2019ve already read your favorite book? What if you only have three more times to see someone you love? What if you only have one? How fast does that change things \u2013 to think that maybe you do not have forever, though it feels like you have so much longer to survive? How differently will your eyes set their gaze the next time you arrive at one of those sacred moments, those irreplaceable days? How much more will you pay attention? How much more will you see?”<\/p>Brianna Wiest<\/cite><\/blockquote>\n\n\n\n

Jedna divna du\u0161a podijelila je ovaj tekst na samom kraju 2023. godine i od tada ga imam na umu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Bila je to prva subota u 2024. godini. Probudila sam se vrlo rano, puno prije zore, s jednim ciljem: oti\u0107i na najbli\u017eu planinu sa svojim psom, ponijeti fotoaparat sa sobom i odozgo uhvatiti izlazak sunca.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ali, oko 6 ujutro \u010dula sam tihi, rominjaju\u0107i \u0161um izvana - ki\u0161a. Oblaci su sakrili sve zvijezde i znala sam da ipak ni\u0161ta od o\u010daravaju\u0107eg izlaska sunca, ne tog dana. Zamalo sam ostala doma, odjednom umorna i pospana.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ali onda sam se sjetila teksta.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0160to ako postoji jo\u0161 dvadeset ovakvih subotnjih jutara kada bih mogla hodati po ki\u0161i, bez ijedne druge du\u0161e u cijeloj \u0161umi jer je praznik, vrijeme je lo\u0161e i svi jo\u0161 spavaju?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I krenula sam. Uzela sam kabanicu i fotoaparat, i nas dvije uputile smo se prema planinama.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Priroda je druga\u010dija za vrijeme ki\u0161e. Boje su zagasitije, sivi tonovi prevladavaju. Nema kontrasta, nema chiaroscura \u2013 a ja jako volim chiaroscuro u fotografiji. Tko me malo bolje zna, zna da uvijek lovim sunce, jer igra sun\u010deve svjetlosti i sjene daje tako lijepu \u017eivost kadru.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ali sada nije bilo ni traga suncu, izlasku toplih zraka iznad planine, tom mekom zlatnom dodiru. Sve je bilo u plavim i sivim bojama. Ta me \u010dinjenica natjerala da zaboravim na fotoaparat i jednostavno - budem. Osjetila sam hladne kapi ki\u0161e na svojim obrazima. Stajala sam tu, sasvim sama u planinama, u subotu ujutro na samom po\u010detku 2024. godine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ponekad mo\u017ee biti te\u0161ko povezati se sa samim sobom \u2013 znam da je to meni prili\u010dno izazovno. Te\u0161ko mi je zaustaviti glavu, prestati razmi\u0161ljati o tome \u0161to sljede\u0107e trebam u\u010diniti, kamo moram i\u0107i. Postala sam svjesna da gotovo stalno di\u0161em jako plitko i da sam ve\u0107inu vremena u gr\u010du. Dok radim, jako puno energije ula\u017eem u to da napravim \u0161to vi\u0161e u zadanom vremenu - to zna\u010di da sam pod pritiskom 8 sati bez prekida. Dok hodam, tu\u0161iram se ili jedem, radim popise obaveza u glavi. Imam li sve za sutra\u0161nji ru\u010dak? Koji \u0107e biti moj sljede\u0107i projekt? Moram pospremiti kuhinju nakon ovoga.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ovaj suptilni, ali stalni pritisak zapravo samo tra\u017ei povezanost bi\u0107a sa samim sobom. A kad to ne prepoznam, taj pritisak me odvaja od same sebe i uzima mi jo\u0161 jedan zalazak sunca, zoru, ili snje\u017eno jutro - jer ako se sretnem s kakvim lijepim trenutkom, s ovim odsutnim umom ne mogu ga do\u017eivjeti u punini.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Jednoga ljeta biciklirali smo po mom najdra\u017eem otoku. Imali smo cijeli dan za sebe. I\u0161la sam nizbrdo punom brzinom i u tom jednom kratkom trenutku, to\u010dno ondje, ugledala sam savr\u0161en kadar - savr\u0161eno uokviren pogled za koji sam osjetila da bi se pretvorio u nesvakida\u0161nju fotografiju. Ali dok sam tako letjela na biciklu, moj um je rekao: \"Oh, onaj kadar je ve\u0107 iza tebe... Sada je jo\u0161 dalje. Morala bi se vratiti, a oni bi te morali \u010dekati. Pusti. Bit \u0107e prilike neki drugi put.\"<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nikad nije bilo drugog puta. To je mjesto bilo jedinstveno, a ako ga ikada vi\u0161e prona\u0111em, osvjetljenje i oblaci vi\u0161e nikada ne\u0107e biti isti. Bila je to jedna jedina prilika, a nisam se vratila jer bi ostali morali \u010dekati dvije minute. A imali smo cijeli dan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

I te ki\u0161ne subote, kad sam stajala sama u planini, osje\u0107aju\u0107i ki\u0161u na obrazima, uhvatila sam sebe kako razmi\u0161ljam: \"trebala bih i\u0107i, ona me \u010deka da krenemo ku\u0107i, da mo\u017ee popiti vodu\". Moj pas me \u010dekao? Ostala bi u \u0161umi cijeli dan da je mogla. Zabavljala se kao u \u017eivotu i uop\u0107e nije obra\u0107ala pozornost na mene. Sre\u0107om, ovaj put sam se nasmijala sama sebi - i ostala ondje jo\u0161 malo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u0160to ako je u va\u0161em \u017eivotu jo\u0161 samo \u0161ezdeset zalazaka sunca?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Biste li prestali raditi \u0161to god u tom trenutku radili i, samo na trenutak, zastali diviti se zapanjuju\u0107oj paleti boja, tamo na nebu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0160to ako je preostalo jo\u0161 samo petnaest ljeta zdravlja i snage? Kako biste ih proveli? Biste li tijekom godine \u010de\u0161\u0107e putovali i istra\u017eivali ovaj svijet? Ili biste cijelu godinu \u010dekali ta dva tjedna ljeta, jo\u0161 petnaest puta u \u017eivotu?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0160to ako je preostalo samo 365 dana u kojima je va\u0161a voljena osoba na ovom svijetu? Biste li im se sjetili naglas re\u0107i koliko vam zna\u010de?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0160to ako preostaje jo\u0161 deset Bo\u017ei\u0107a s cijelom obitelji? Biste li bili pod stresom zbog poklona, kuhanja i \u010di\u0161\u0107enja ku\u0107e - ili bi vam neke druge stvari bile va\u017enije?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ove misli stavljaju stvari u perspektivu i daju nam osje\u0107aj da nismo ovdje zauvijek. \u017deli\u0161 li nau\u010diti plesati? Dobro, onda treba\u0161 ulo\u017eiti ne\u0161to vremena i energije u istra\u017eivanje, odabrati plesni studio i u\u0161tedjeti ne\u0161to novca za te\u010daj. \u017deli\u0161 li u\u0161tedjeti ne\u0161to novca? U tom slu\u010daju treba\u0161 istra\u017eiti kako mo\u017ee\u0161 bolje upravljati svojim tro\u0161kovima ili zaraditi ne\u0161to dodatnog novca.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u017deli\u0161 putovati dok jo\u0161 ima\u0161 zdrave noge i volju da vidi\u0161 nova mjesta? Onda se mo\u017eda treba\u0161 malo promijeniti. Vje\u017ebati fleksibilnost, po\u010deti izlaziti iz zone ugode, planirati financije druga\u010dije nego prije. Svi mi mo\u017eemo vi\u0161e putovati, ali rijetko to \u010dinimo, \u010dak i kada to \u017eelimo. Do sljede\u0107eg ljeta skloni smo se vratiti u zonu ugode, u svakodnevicu, i zaboraviti na svoje \u017eelje.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Tekst s po\u010detka ove pri\u010de daje mi hrabrost. Jer kad osvijestim da moj \u017eivot nije beskona\u010dan, zaista shva\u0107am da se trebam upustiti u sve one nove stvari koje \u017eelim \u2013 ovih dana. Ne sljede\u0107e godine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nedostatak hrabrosti je \u010desto ona jedna stvar koja nas sprje\u010dava da \u017eivimo svoje \u017eivote u punini. Nedostatak hrabrosti \u010desto je ono \u0161to nas sprje\u010dava da iskusimo razli\u010dite stvari, da kroz razli\u010dita iskustva \u2013 prona\u0111emo svoju svrhu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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\u0160to ako je u va\u0161em \u017eivotu jo\u0161 samo \u0161ezdeset zalazaka sunca?<\/p>\n\n\n\n

\u0160to biste u\u010dinili?<\/p>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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